Back when I had really long hair I once had a couple men cat call me from behind talking about my ass. I’m a VERY bearded dude lol. The look on their faces when I turned around and gave them a thumbs up of thanks was like they had a very sudden and unwelcome awakening. Loved the compliment though, my ass DID look great in those jeans, thank you.

They have specific people available to help you with these types of forms in cases like this if you don’t family available to help. Social workers, psychiatrists, counselors, other mental health professionals, all of this falls under their jurisdiction. Hell if nothing else just sit down with a good friend to help you.